Silent Prayer

His world is crumbling all around him and there is nothing I can do. 
It brings me pain to see him so angry and stressed.
I want to help him desperately but I feel that will only cause more trouble.
Every day I see him so tired and hurt from a long day of work, and he keeps pushing himself to go on.
Help is the one thing I wish to provide.
Life just has too be cruel to show the smallest bit of light.
My worries are beginning to drown me, choke me, and take me away slowly and painfully.
I feel my heart shattering to pieces when he is upset.
Yelling about what he couldn't accomplish, what is chaining him down, slowly poising him.
Fearing it's all my fault.
My existence is causing him pain.
If I were to end it, more would come.
Maybe if I had been less curious, creative, and adventure seeking, the pain will numb.
My fault that you were and always will be in so much despair.
Please don't yell anymore, please stop.
Just calm down and think.
There are so many things I want to do.
I want to help you.
I want care for you.
I want you to relax for a while.
I just want to help make your life better.
You were the one who always fought for me, and now I want to fight for you.
You have done so much for me that my heart overflows with gratitude and love.
I may be different, let me carry the weight of life. 
Even for a little bit will mean so much.