Repressed Harmony

Sorrows stitched from a teacher's harm
The one that was meant for learning
And not to par
Through forgetfulness and overwhelming pressure
Everything was gone
Too soon and everything was mis-measured

The laughters echoes and aging faces
Everything was being hurriedly taken
My light, my voice
We're sculpted to be an impossible
Inhuman like mannequin
Plus everyone seemed it was what I, everyone
Was made to be

My last years of salvaged childhood
Was a wonderful and extraordinary time
Magic was everywhere
Boundless journeys can be made anywhere
Anything unordinary was marvelous

Through the gates of my older years
The world I thought I know
Was only just a lie
And suddenly it occurred to me
Even as a child I faced
What the elder had

I was the old at young
I felt the young at old
I do not want to change
I cannot leave my place
I do not want to travel the world
For it only has a place
Where those who want to save others
Are immediately gone before recalling

The instructor yelled to me about bitterness
Forced tears of my future to haunt my present
He lifted me from my sanctuary
And threw me to a place where no child should be
I knew from the beginning what the world was like
However through fear and desired acceptance
The memories faded
Sifting into a dream
And is now a bitter tale