As I lay alone in my room
Windows open and cool breeze
Music softly playing on headphones
I scream in silent agony
All of my memories from the past
Vanished in a snap
What's known now sadly
Is a pain in my arm
Added with dreaded nightmares
From a young age I knew and didn't know
I was a mistake, I ruined lives
Suffering is what my darling caretakers endured
While I played along trotting on their freedom
Oh how I wish it never was
By the time I went to school
Friends were made
Valuable relationships were beginning
But my innocence was suddenly rotting
Someone who was verified, trusted
Scarred me and others
That 'person' never
Sorrows stitched from a teacher's harm
The one that was meant for learning
And not to par
Through forgetfulness and overwhelming pressure
Everything was gone
Too soon and everything was mis-measured
The laughters echoes and aging faces
Everything was being hurriedly taken
My light, my voice
We're sculpted to be an impossible
Inhuman like mannequin
Plus everyone seemed it was what I, everyone
Was made to be
My last years of salvaged childhood
Was a wonderful and extraordinary time
Magic was everywhere
Boundless journeys can be made anywhere
Anything unordinary was marvelous
Through the gates of my older years
The world I thought I
Every day I conquer the unconquerable
At least in my eyes
Others may say that it is nothing to them
Or that I am just weak
But every day
Every second
I walk to hell and back
Loathing the poison in the hallways
The toxic fumes in the rooms
So many times I could have fled
Uncountable that I desired to
But I hold my head up
Just barely enough to scope out
To avoid the dangers of my race
The parasites of my blood
I am unable to avoid the songs of feigned kindness
The artificial sound of what seems to be affection
Sometimes it is difficult to disembody
What the voice of truths and lies are
However from my studies
One prolongs a
His world is crumbling all around him and there is nothing I can do.
It brings me pain to see him so angry and stressed.
I want to help him desperately but I feel that will only cause more trouble.
Every day I see him so tired and hurt from a long day of work, and he keeps pushing himself to go on.
Help is the one thing I wish to provide.
Life just has too be cruel to show the smallest bit of light.
My worries are beginning to drown me, choke me, and take me away slowly and painfully.
I feel my heart shattering to pieces when he is upset.
Yelling about what he couldn't accomplish, what is chaining him down, slowly poising him.
Fearing i
As I lay alone in my room
Windows open and cool breeze
Music softly playing on headphones
I scream in silent agony
All of my memories from the past
Vanished in a snap
What's known now sadly
Is a pain in my arm
Added with dreaded nightmares
From a young age I knew and didn't know
I was a mistake, I ruined lives
Suffering is what my darling caretakers endured
While I played along trotting on their freedom
Oh how I wish it never was
By the time I went to school
Friends were made
Valuable relationships were beginning
But my innocence was suddenly rotting
Someone who was verified, trusted
Scarred me and others
That 'person' never
Sorrows stitched from a teacher's harm
The one that was meant for learning
And not to par
Through forgetfulness and overwhelming pressure
Everything was gone
Too soon and everything was mis-measured
The laughters echoes and aging faces
Everything was being hurriedly taken
My light, my voice
We're sculpted to be an impossible
Inhuman like mannequin
Plus everyone seemed it was what I, everyone
Was made to be
My last years of salvaged childhood
Was a wonderful and extraordinary time
Magic was everywhere
Boundless journeys can be made anywhere
Anything unordinary was marvelous
Through the gates of my older years
The world I thought I
Every day I conquer the unconquerable
At least in my eyes
Others may say that it is nothing to them
Or that I am just weak
But every day
Every second
I walk to hell and back
Loathing the poison in the hallways
The toxic fumes in the rooms
So many times I could have fled
Uncountable that I desired to
But I hold my head up
Just barely enough to scope out
To avoid the dangers of my race
The parasites of my blood
I am unable to avoid the songs of feigned kindness
The artificial sound of what seems to be affection
Sometimes it is difficult to disembody
What the voice of truths and lies are
However from my studies
One prolongs a
Octopus Accessories - art thieves by Yuuza, journal
Octopus Accessories - art thieves
https://www.octopus-store.ro/
this is their store. They are Octopus Acessories
This is their facebook page https://www.facebook.com/OctopusAccessories
They had my drawings printed and were selling necklaces with them. They also lied to me that they did not steal them and took them from from some deviant who supposedly stole them first.
They sent me this link to this deviant ~XYqueen (https://www.deviantart.com/xyqueen) but the drawings that belong to me were submitted 12 hours ago. So obviously this couldn't be true since Nijikon was over 12 hours ago, and they had them for sale since 3 days ago.
This girl is so shameless, she lied to my face! She made me feel bad abo
I accept that art is art no matter what it might be. You put your heart and soul into it... or just maybe your imagination. ^^; Life is hard, no one said it was easy. You just need the strength of yourself and others to help you.
My Friends Here on Deviantart wold be and
The only thing I could post here would just be literature because I am not good at digital drawing, I don't have MMD, or can animate.... though I do take requests for stories so you can feel free to ask! =D
As some of you can tell, I really love Kingdom Hearts!! Try to guess my favorite carachter!!
KKKKK______KKKKK_____HHH______HHH_ KKKKK____KKKKK_______HHH______HHH_ KKKKK__KKKKK_________HHH______HHH_ KKKKK_KKKKK__________HHHHHHHHHHHH_ KKKKKKKKKK___________HHHHHHHHHHHH_ KKKKK_KKKKK__________HHH______HHH_ KKKKK__KKKKK_________HHH______HHH_ KKKKK____KKKKK_______HHH______HHH_ KKKKK______KKKKK_____HHH______HHH_ (PUT THIS ON UR PAGE IF U LOVE KINGDOM HEARTS) Homestuck for the win!!!!! Piewdiepie, Cry, and Smosh fan!!!
i swear this thing got deleted so many times it's not funny..
Tagged by ~Elix173 (https://www.deviantart.com/elix173)
1) What's your name?
Amanda.
Do Not
Under Any Circumstance
Call Me
Panda.
I Will Flip.
:iconRomanoWTFplz:
2) And do you know why you were named that?
Nope, it is another mystery to be solved.
3) Are you single or taken?
Single as a Pringle and ready to mingle.
( that makes no sense at all. Pringles aren't single, and I don't want to mingle) XD
4) Any abilities or powers?
Uh does sorta kindaish being a ninja count? Other than that I think it's annoying many people and drawing......? I dunno.
5) Stop being a Mary-Sue!
You stop being a Mary-
So tomorrow I have to go to a doctors appointment and get a shot. I am so terrified of that, words cannot begin to explain how I feel. I am just so, so afraid of getting that shot. People have been telling me that ,
" oh it's just a little shot!"
"You shouldn't be afraid of something that silly!!"
"Grow up! It's just a little prick, you'll be fine!"
" it doesn't hurt and it's only for like, five seconds."
"Crybaby, I got over that years ago!"
I know. I know. I know. I'm just afraid of the injection. Why needles?! I want to be a doctor or something like that in the medical career! Having a fear of that would be really, really bad! I'
After four months of waiting, I finally have internet again!
Also, Winter break is coming up! (But I have to write a book and do a 'fun' math project during break...)
But anyway, I have internet back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !squeeeeplz (https://www.deviantart.com/squeeeeplz)