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Literature
Anyone
As I lay alone in my room
Windows open and cool breeze
Music softly playing on headphones
I scream in silent agony
All of my memories from the past
Vanished in a snap
What's known now sadly
Is a pain in my arm
Added with dreaded nightmares
From a young age I knew and didn't know
I was a mistake, I ruined lives
Suffering is what my darling caretakers endured
While I played along trotting on their freedom
Oh how I wish it never was
By the time I went to school
Friends were made
Valuable relationships were beginning
But my innocence was suddenly rotting
Someone who was verified, trusted
Scarred me and others
That 'person' never payed the price
Of my present terrors and horrors  
I was brought to a new place
Smaller but brighter
My brain forcing me to forget
What had happened before
More friends were made
But many left without notice or in the end
Scarred me again
Please, please I'm so so sorry
No matter how much I apologized all my secrets were spilled
My insecurities, fears were flo
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Literature
Repressed Harmony
Sorrows stitched from a teacher's harm
The one that was meant for learning
And not to par
Through forgetfulness and overwhelming pressure
Everything was gone
Too soon and everything was mis-measured
The laughters echoes and aging faces
Everything was being hurriedly taken
My light, my voice
We're sculpted to be an impossible
Inhuman like mannequin
Plus everyone seemed it was what I, everyone
Was made to be
My last years of salvaged childhood
Was a wonderful and extraordinary time
Magic was everywhere
Boundless journeys can be made anywhere
Anything unordinary was marvelous
Through the gates of my older years
The world I thought I know
Was only just a lie
And suddenly it occurred to me
Even as a child I faced
What the elder had
I was the old at young
I felt the young at old
I do not want to change
I cannot leave my place
I do not want to travel the world
For it only has a place
Where those who want to save others
Are immediately gone before recalling
The instructor yelled to me about bi
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Literature
Confusion
Every day I conquer the unconquerable 
At least in my eyes 
Others may say that it is nothing to them 
Or that I am just weak 
But every day 
Every second 
I walk to hell and back
Loathing the poison in the hallways 
The toxic fumes in the rooms 
So many times I could have fled 
Uncountable that I desired to 
But I hold my head up 
Just barely enough to scope out 
To avoid the dangers of my race 
The parasites of my blood 
I am unable to avoid the songs of feigned kindness 
The artificial sound of what seems to be affection 
Sometimes it is difficult to disembody
What the voice of truths and lies are 
However from my studies 
One prolongs a falsed sense of security 
The other smashes your heart on cue 
It is rather difficult to understand 
What can cause a stir of someone 
While you show an empty glass to a being
One shall say 
'There is nothing, why did you bring it?'
And
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Literature
Silent Prayer
His world is crumbling all around him and there is nothing I can do. 
It brings me pain to see him so angry and stressed.
I want to help him desperately but I feel that will only cause more trouble.
Every day I see him so tired and hurt from a long day of work, and he keeps pushing himself to go on.
Help is the one thing I wish to provide.
Life just has too be cruel to show the smallest bit of light.
My worries are beginning to drown me, choke me, and take me away slowly and painfully.
I feel my heart shattering to pieces when he is upset.
Yelling about what he couldn't accomplish, what is chaining him down, slowly poising him.
Fearing it's all my fault.
My existence is causing him pain.
If I were to end it, more would come.
Maybe if I had been less curious, creative, and adventure seeking, the pain will numb.
My fault that you were and always will be in so much despair.
Please don't yell anymore, please stop.
Just calm down and think.
There are so many things I want to do.
I want
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Mostly my terrible stoires....
Nuff said.

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Twilight Princess -- Zant by onisuu Twilight Princess -- Zant :icononisuu:onisuu 368 40 Never Forget by Scarlet2Summer Never Forget :iconscarlet2summer:Scarlet2Summer 191 36 In Summer! - Kingdom Hearts x FROZEN by PrincessElemmiriel In Summer! - Kingdom Hearts x FROZEN :iconprincesselemmiriel:PrincessElemmiriel 531 77
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Octopus Accessories - art thieves
http://www.octopus-store.ro/
this is their store. They are Octopus Acessories 
This is their facebook page https://www.facebook.com/OctopusAccessories
They had my drawings printed and were selling necklaces with them. They also lied to me that they did not steal them and took them from from some deviant who supposedly stole them first.
They sent me this link to this deviant :iconxyqueen: but the drawings that belong to me were submitted 12 hours ago. So obviously this couldn't be true since Nijikon was over 12 hours ago, and they had them for sale since 3 days ago.
This girl is so shameless, she lied to my face! She made me feel bad about calling her out and "making a scene" in front of her booth. OMG! And i believed her, i could have had her kicked out of the convention on the spot! She made me apologize for making a scene in front of her booth :( So she stole my art, and i was the one who apologized.
THAT. IS. WRONG.
Wow, if thievery was a game, she would be the final boss
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Literature
Reader x Norway - Behind an Icy Heart
Reader x Norway – Behind an Icy Heart
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Note:  Again please read description if you have not read the intro please :3
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“Vell (name), vhat do you vant to do?” Germany asked in a calm voice.
Your eyes scanned the room, looking at each of the nations who eagerly awaited your decision.  How could you choose one out of them all?  You loved them all and this made it even harder to decide.
However your thoughts were cut short when you felt an icy stare coming from the right side of the table.  You turned towards the gaze’s owner to find Norway looking at you. His icy blue eyes bored into you like they were trying to figure out something.  His stare sent a few chills down your spine and you cuddled further into the blanket Japan brought you.
But those eyes that were once staring at you quickly closed and he slightly tur
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Hetalia meets Kingdom Hearts
This world…It was unlike any other they had seen. The trio had always run into a group of wacky and fascinating characters, all trying to accomplish something rather interesting. A mermaid falling in love with a human, a skeleton who wanted to try and run Christmas, a jungle man who lived amongst the apes…these guys had seen it all. Usually the adventurers would  pitch in and help, gaining some new friends (and possible a new keyblade, in Sora's case) as their reward. But… This world…
It seemed too normal for their taste. As if there was nothing crazy bound to occur. Little did they know they were wrong…oh so very wrong. They had been thrown into the wacky world of Hetalia, and god knows what would happen.
"Doesn't seem like there's much trouble around here…"
Sora said to his companions Donald and Goofy. The duck crossed his arms and tapped his foot with a rather unamused look on his face.
"Then why did you tell us to land here?"
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i swear this thing got deleted so many times it's not funny..

Tagged by :iconelix173:

1) What's your name?
Amanda.
Do Not
Under Any Circumstance
Call Me
Panda.
I Will Flip.
:iconromanowtfplz:

2) And do you know why you were named that?
Nope, it is another mystery to be solved.

3) Are you single or taken?
Single as a Pringle and ready to mingle.
( that makes no sense at all. Pringles aren't single, and I don't want to mingle) XD

4) Any abilities or powers?
Uh does sorta kindaish being a ninja count? Other than that I think it's annoying many people and drawing......? I dunno.

5) Stop being a Mary-Sue!
You stop being a Mary-Sue!!

6) What's your eye colour?
My eye color is very unique.
It is the color of poop.

7) How about hair colour?
Brownish blackish, it has a slight bit of red. Very slight.

8) Have you any family members?
Yup, a lot.

9) Oh? How about pets?
1 dog.
She is so adorable but so vicious, her cuteness makes up for the bites.

10) That's cool, I guess. Now, tell me something you don't like.
Well I don't like terrorists, or super judgmental people, really arrogant people, liars, bullies, weaboos (some are ok but others are really annoying), the dark, needles ( THOSE THINGS ARE SOOOOO FREAKING SCARY TO ME ITS NOT FUNNY!!!! THOSE THINGS ARE JUST SO ASDFGGHJJKLPOIUYTEWWSZXCVBNMLKHFDERYIP!!!!!!!)

11) Do you have any activities/hobbies you like to do?
Well I like to write, and draw (traditionally and digitally) play field hockey, run, sing sometimes, watch anime, and I really really want to try cosplaying ( it looks like fun)

12) Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Yes, by accident.

13) Ever... killed anyone before?
No, or at least not yet.
(Haha, jk.)

14) What kind of animal are you?
Psh! I'm a human! Waddya talking about!
Although I took a quiz and I got s Mountain Goat!
Awesome. :icondivaprussiaplz:

15) Name your worst habits?
Being a little too loud, overdramatic, waking up to early, constantly criticizing myself, sometimes a little too creepy I guess.

16) Do you look up to anyone at all?
Yup, my parents, family, friends, God, and sometimes people In games and stories.
( I am such a weirdo)

17) Are you gay, straight, bisexual or another sexuality?
I'm straight.

18) Do you go to school?
Yup, high school.
It's such a wonderful place.
So, so wonderful
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19) Ever wanna marry and have kids one day?
Yeah.

20) Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
No. Why would I?

21) What are you most afraid of?
Spiders, the dark, drowning, losing everyone, being framed, disappointing everyone, being forced to do something bad, losing another great friend, being hurt again.

22) What do you usually wear?
Cozy comfy stuff, unless It's hot.

23) What's the one food that tempts you?
Cookies!!!
My worst enemy!!!

24) Am I annoying you?
No. Not at all.

25) It's still not over.
Okay, go on.

26) What class are you? Lower, middle, upper?
Middle. I think

27) How many friends do you have?
I guess I have quite a few everywhere.

28) What are your thoughts on pie?
I don't really like pie, sorry.

29) there isn't a question
Umm......what?

30) Favourite drink?
Green tea!!! That stuff is awesome!!!!

31) Favourite place?
My room, My grandparents home, the forest, and I guess my old school.

32) Are you interested in anyone~?
Maybe...no, I'm not admitting anything.

33) How tall are you?
5'2"......? Or 5'1".... I'm not very sure...

34) Would you rather swim in a lake or ocean?
Lake. Definitely the lake

35) What's your type?
My type....uh, well I guess someone who is really funny and that can break awkward moments( I cause a lot of 'em) a guy who can be really goofy but serious too. Honesty is always the best option and I don't like liars. I guess someone who is kinda crazy like I am. A really good gamer (cause I stink at them) and someone who is really patient, it takes me a while to understand or do some things.

36) Any fetishes?
Nope.

37) Seme or uke?
DUDE, NO! I DON'T CARE! WHY ON EARTH WOULD YOU EVEN ASK THAT?!?!?!?
NO!!!!!JUST,NO!!

38) Camping or indoors?
Indoors. Outdoors is ok, just on certain occasions.

39) Are you still wanting the quiz to end?
No........why?

40) Alrighty, it's over! Now tag five people to do this.
Muahahahahahahahahahahah!!!!! I shall not tag anyone!!! No one shall be tagged by me!!! Muahaahahahahahahahah!!!!!!

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Iya{Or Person}[Amanda is ok too]
Artist | Student | Varied
United States
I accept that art is art no matter what it might be. You put your heart and soul into it... or just maybe your imagination. ^^;
Life is hard, no one said it was easy. You just need the strength of yourself and others to help you.


My Friends Here on Deviantart wold be :iconxxrhian-midnightxx: and :iconprokatski:

The only thing I could post here would just be literature because I am not good at digital drawing, I don't have MMD, or can animate.... though I do take requests for stories so you can feel free to ask! =D

As some of you can tell, I really love Kingdom Hearts!! Try to guess my favorite carachter!!

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(PUT THIS ON UR PAGE IF U LOVE KINGDOM HEARTS)
Homestuck for the win!!!!!
Piewdiepie, Cry, and Smosh fan!!!

At some point in time I'm all like this....
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XxRhian-MidnightxX Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2017
happy birthday :D 
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XxRhian-MidnightxX Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2016
happy birthday sis ^_^
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XxRhian-MidnightxX Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2015
hi
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artluverperson Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2015  Student General Artist
Hey, how's it going? 
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XxRhian-MidnightxX Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2015
great and you
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artluverperson Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2015  Student General Artist
A little stressed but fine :D
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Elix173 Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
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artluverperson Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Student General Artist
Thank Chu!!!
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XxRhian-MidnightxX Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014
um :-? (Confused) (Confused) spread this around: If u were killed, I wouldn't be at your funeral...cuz I'd be in jail for killing the person who killed U!!!! We R true friends. We ride together, we die together. Send this to everybody you care about, including me if you care. See how many times you get this. I want you to know that you are an amazing friend till by death and forever.if I don't get this back, I understand, but I have a game for you. Once you read the letter, you must send it to fifteen people including the person who sent it to you. If you get at least three back, you r loved. Nobody knows how important some thing...until they lose it. Tonight, right at 12:00, the person you love will realize they love you. Then at 1:00 to 2:00, something is going to happen to you so be read for the shock of your life. If you break this chain you will have bad luck. With love send this to the 15 prettiest girls/nicest guys you know. If you don't you will turn ugly in one year. If you get three back, dang you cute❤️
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artluverperson Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2014  Student General Artist
um:-? (Confused) (Confused) spread this around: If u were killed, I woudn't be at your funeral...cuz I'd be i jail for killing the person who killed U!!!! We R true friends. We ride together, we die together. Send this to everybody you care about, including me if you care. See how many times you get this. Imwant you to know that you are  an amazing friend till death and forever.if I don't get this back, i understandm but i have a game for you. Once you read the letter, you must send it to fifteen people including the person who sent it to you. If you get at least three back, you r loved. Nobody knows how important some thing...until they lose it. Tonight, right at 12:00,the person you love will realize they love you. Then at 1:00 to 2:00, something is going to happen to you so be read for the shock of your life. If you break this chain you will have bad luck. With love send this to the prettiest girls/nicest guys you know. If you don't you will turn ugly in one year. If you get three back, dang you cute♥
hey, sorry for the late response. I had family matrers and school on my back for a while. ^^; happy late birthday!! I hope you had a great one!!! :)
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