Mostly my terrible stoires....
AnyoneAs I lay alone in my roomAnyone by artluverperson
Windows open and cool breeze
Music softly playing on headphones
I scream in silent agony
All of my memories from the past
Vanished in a snap
What's known now sadly
Is a pain in my arm
Added with dreaded nightmares
From a young age I knew and didn't know
I was a mistake, I ruined lives
Suffering is what my darling caretakers endured
While I played along trotting on their freedom
Oh how I wish it never was
By the time I went to school
Friends were made
Valuable relationships were beginning
But my innocence was suddenly rotting
Someone who was verified, trusted
Scarred me and others
That 'person' never payed the price
Of my present terrors and horrors
I was brought to a new place
Smaller but brighter
My brain forcing me to forget
What had happened before
More friends were made
But many left without notice or in the end
Scarred me again
Please, please I'm so so sorry
No matter how much I apologized all my secrets were spilled
My insecurities, fears were flo
Repressed HarmonySorrows stitched from a teacher's harmRepressed Harmony by artluverperson
The one that was meant for learning
And not to par
Through forgetfulness and overwhelming pressure
Everything was gone
Too soon and everything was mis-measured
The laughters echoes and aging faces
Everything was being hurriedly taken
My light, my voice
We're sculpted to be an impossible
Inhuman like mannequin
Plus everyone seemed it was what I, everyone
Was made to be
My last years of salvaged childhood
Was a wonderful and extraordinary time
Magic was everywhere
Boundless journeys can be made anywhere
Anything unordinary was marvelous
Through the gates of my older years
The world I thought I know
Was only just a lie
And suddenly it occurred to me
Even as a child I faced
What the elder had
I was the old at young
I felt the young at old
I do not want to change
I cannot leave my place
I do not want to travel the world
For it only has a place
Where those who want to save others
Are immediately gone before recalling
The instructor yelled to me about bi
ConfusionEvery day I conquer the unconquerableConfusion by artluverperson
At least in my eyes
Others may say that it is nothing to them
Or that I am just weak
But every day
I walk to hell and back
Loathing the poison in the hallways
The toxic fumes in the rooms
So many times I could have fled
Uncountable that I desired to
But I hold my head up
Just barely enough to scope out
To avoid the dangers of my race
The parasites of my blood
I am unable to avoid the songs of feigned kindness
The artificial sound of what seems to be affection
Sometimes it is difficult to disembody
What the voice of truths and lies are
However from my studies
One prolongs a falsed sense of security
The other smashes your heart on cue
It is rather difficult to understand
What can cause a stir of someone
While you show an empty glass to a being
One shall say
'There is nothing, why did you bring it?'
Mostly my terrible stoires....
Octopus Accessories - art thieveshttp://www.octopus-store.ro/Octopus Accessories - art thieves by Yuuza
this is their store. They are Octopus Acessories
This is their facebook page https://www.facebook.com/OctopusAccessories
They had my drawings printed and were selling necklaces with them. They also lied to me that they did not steal them and took them from from some deviant who supposedly stole them first.
They sent me this link to this deviant :iconxyqueen: but the drawings that belong to me were submitted 12 hours ago. So obviously this couldn't be true since Nijikon was over 12 hours ago, and they had them for sale since 3 days ago.
This girl is so shameless, she lied to my face! She made me feel bad about calling her out and "making a scene" in front of her booth. OMG! And i believed her, i could have had her kicked out of the convention on the spot! She made me apologize for making a scene in front of her booth So she stole my art, and i was the one who apologized.
THAT. IS. WRONG.
Wow, if thievery was a game, she would be the final boss
I accept that art is art no matter what it might be. You put your heart and soul into it... or just maybe your imagination.
Life is hard, no one said it was easy. You just need the strength of yourself and others to help you.
My Friends Here on Deviantart wold be and
The only thing I could post here would just be literature because I am not good at digital drawing, I don't have MMD, or can animate.... though I do take requests for stories so you can feel free to ask!
As some of you can tell, I really love Kingdom Hearts!! Try to guess my favorite carachter!!
(PUT THIS ON UR PAGE IF U LOVE KINGDOM HEARTS)
Homestuck for the win!!!!!
Piewdiepie, Cry, and Smosh fan!!!
At some point in time I'm all like this....
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